Guns hidden under our petticoats

See it for very first and choose at the same second.

The more good, the more bad in haunt.

Time gone long and convience that it was good chaos.

Half of self always think beyond of awful.

Still on the brain. Will not go.

Nothing compare. Any single thing.

Just about timing.

So right. But so wrong.

But it is alright.

Beyond anyone's expectation

For you who knew about my last post that i delete, i just wanna tell you something.

It becomes on beyond my expectation!!!

But that's not just happened. I was trying sooooo hard.

Second by second, minutes by minutes, hours by hours, and fucking day by day.

And still get the fireworks popping in my heart, right now!

Anyway, i learned something..

"Decide that you want it more than you are afraid of it."

Ps : none can handle this situation. Not even if it's Robbert Pattinson. Haha.

- N.