Beyond anyone's expectation

For you who knew about my last post that i delete, i just wanna tell you something.

It becomes on beyond my expectation!!!

But that's not just happened. I was trying sooooo hard.

Second by second, minutes by minutes, hours by hours, and fucking day by day.

And still get the fireworks popping in my heart, right now!

Anyway, i learned something..

"Decide that you want it more than you are afraid of it."

Ps : none can handle this situation. Not even if it's Robbert Pattinson. Haha.

- N.